C. 21. Illinois.
coffee, cars, tuba, photography.
pro-choice, feminist, wanna-be riot grrrl.
artist, musician, tuba player, college sorority girl.
minor obsession with the 1970s.
Anything else, you can probably guess from my posts.

 

currently trying to finish an entire English unit the night before it’s due, again.

I hate that I can’t bring myself to do anything until I am actually about to fail my class/possibly out of the university because I suck

But then I start hating myself and after about an hour or two of hating myself I can start getting SOME work done

granted when I got home I probably shouldn’t have poured myself some Parrot Bay

but I had a large chai and a cappucino from the coffeehouse… and now I’m fucking wired and freezing and getting mentally sleepy from the parrot bay

but ughhh every time I finally started to get some work done, I had to move, and then it would take me another hour to start working after I moved locations. First from the coffeehouse to milner because the coffeehouse closed, then from milner to home because my laptop died and I didn’t have the charger.

and then I just zone out and stare at my laptop for a few minutes. not sure if that’s just because I’m tired or not… I tend to do that a lot at work, but instead of staring at my laptop I just stare into space. Usually over the passbar so the cooks think I’m totally staring at them, awks.

but ugh fucking English 101 I hate you 

also I can’t wait to go to the doctor and maaaybe get a new adderall prescription over break like seriously anything that might help me would be awesomeee <333

for the record, the last of the people (Jamie and Dane) just left my place and it’s 4:40am.