currently trying to finish an entire English unit the night before it’s due, again.
I hate that I can’t bring myself to do anything until I am actually about to fail my class/possibly out of the university because I suck
But then I start hating myself and after about an hour or two of hating myself I can start getting SOME work done
granted when I got home I probably shouldn’t have poured myself some Parrot Bay
but I had a large chai and a cappucino from the coffeehouse… and now I’m fucking wired and freezing and getting mentally sleepy from the parrot bay
but ughhh every time I finally started to get some work done, I had to move, and then it would take me another hour to start working after I moved locations. First from the coffeehouse to milner because the coffeehouse closed, then from milner to home because my laptop died and I didn’t have the charger.
and then I just zone out and stare at my laptop for a few minutes. not sure if that’s just because I’m tired or not… I tend to do that a lot at work, but instead of staring at my laptop I just stare into space. Usually over the passbar so the cooks think I’m totally staring at them, awks.
but ugh fucking English 101 I hate you
also I can’t wait to go to the doctor and maaaybe get a new adderall prescription over break like seriously anything that might help me would be awesomeee <333
for the record, the last of the people (Jamie and Dane) just left my place and it’s 4:40am.
um yeah I’m drunk but this is fun! I’ve missed being at school.